Pam wasn't sure whether it's better to shout, cry, hit the wall with her head or just throw it all and go far far away. She was seriously considering knocking her head into wall, but as she couldn't calm down in the office she was now sitting outside of the building and the closest wall was made of glass, so knocking into it would end inbloody masacre all around, especially in office on the other side of the wall. She wanted to cry, but hey, was it embarassing! She didn't want to look like a baby in the office!
She tried calling someone..... noone picked up their phones. Life's cruel, Pam thought reminiscensing her fight with one German..... girl from her companie's subsidary in Germany. How narrow minded she was! But Pam was also being emotional and full of anger, so she wrote a few harsh mails too. She hated herself for that.
And she also started thinking that everything in her life felt like matching pieces of puzzles. She did first thing and it was the first puzzle. She could start her actual job because she did what she did earlier, and it was also an effect of her choices earlier... Everything was like a chain reaction, and everyone knows that chain reactions usually end with a big BOOOOOOM!
Pam was thinking about this end more that earlier, especially lately. Is it coming anytime soon? Or should I take some risks again?
And here it comes, from nowhere, another chance for Pam. Now, will she take up the challenge?
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